Tuesday, February 10, 2009

up&DOWN.

i hate being alone with my thoughts. its dangerous for me.

it's going to be a rough week. i received rejections to ucsd (felt it coming) and to uop. uop was a hard rejection to take because it was up there on my list of realistic pharmacy schools to attend. but i just have to see it as it wasn't meant to be and i wasn't supposed to end up there. i know god has a plan for me, so i'm resorting to prayer and i am going to leave it in his hands. i have one last chance at getting an interview at usc so i am very nervous. but for now, i need to really focus on my ucsf &touro interviews.

on top of it all, km auditions are this week. &i'm officially, completely overwhelmed. and bloated.

the sick-to-my stomach, don't want to move or do anything feeling aka my slight depression that i got after sending in my applications is starting to creep back. but i'm trying hard to push through this rough patch. i know it will all work itself out in the end. i have to believe it will.

just breathe, regina. breathe.

2 comments:

Jamie said...

i love you and your gonna be fine, whenever you need time to just relax and PARTY! hahaha call me I LOVE YOU WOMAN!

ncheung6 said...

like jamie said, YOU ARE GOING TO BE FINE NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO. YOU ARE SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON AND WHATEVER HAPPENS TO YOU, I KNOW YOU ARE JUST GOING TO BE AMAZING AT IT. and besides, ur my kid and thats all that i will allow.

okay lets play. love you.